Man, why'd I have to wait till now?

Pixelated Penguin · #1

Well, on Friday I had my first kiss. It was on the balcony of my school, and about a minute before the lunch period ended. I felt pretty weird going to biotechnology class a minute later, and it took a while for me to collect myself.

Anyway, it was with a girl who I'm just friends with at the moment - she's in love with me, but I don't like her that much, and she understands that I like other girls.

Instantly, I'm no longer as much of a coward when it comes to relationships. I actually feel confident, and that I actually have a chance with some of the many people I'm interested in -- because for some reason, I tend to like about 12 girls at once. I guess there are probably two main ones. I could say what they're like if anyone actually reads this or cares.

I've never had a girlfriend or anything. But now that I'm 18 and have little more than a month left of high school, it seems like I'm going to start. Lovely, because I go to college next year, too.

Hopefully I'll get a relationship going with someone while I actually have some time left. Oh boy.

Nomyt · #2

Um...just go for it.

Pixelated Penguin · #3

Yeah, I know. That's what I'm planning on doing.
Problem is, I've always been 'planning on' doing it. I hope I won't keep telling myself 'tomorrow' or 'a little more time' as I always have.

Nomyt · #4

Don't think, never think. Think and you'll mess it up. Just be youself. :)

Rubber Band Man · #5

If you want to be in a relationship, go for it, but my advice would be don't jump on something just because you never had it. Sometimes it's best to wait, especially so close to graduation, unless you're both staying relatively close to the area, a long-distance relationship is not the first relationship you want to get into.

X-3 · #6

Don't rush yourself. Why do you think time is running out?