The woes of weight loss ( I guess?)
Posted: Tue Aug 06, 2013 11:20 am
Ok so disclaimer, this isn't a post about how I'm fat, I'm actually not anymore. I'm overweight still, but not fat. Long story short 7 months ago I weighed 336 pounds and yea, was fat. Today I weight 206 and am still losing. It took a while for me to stop calling myself fat (cause I still got a pooch so I still kinda feel fat) but I'm still categorized as overweight on a BMI chart, but not for long.
But I guess I don't really know if this counts as weight loss woes since it doesn't really have much to do with it, it's just kind of a direct result? Anyway, about a month ago I started to go running, cause I'd like to lean up and have a flat stomach for at least one day of my life. Problem is now, I feel incredibly fatigued, almost to the point where I can no longer stand up, but I can't pinpoint the source. I'm taking in about 1000 calories a day (I know it sounds crazy but this crazy program does work) so I'm thinking that it's just me overworking myself. It's just a pain in the butt, I want to gain some strength and endurance but I feel like I haven't gained either since starting to work out some 5 months ago. I still don't know if I can even build much now since I'm on such a low-calorie diet that too much exercise would do more harm than good. Then again, I also wonder if this fatigue could be a result of me reaching a mental breaking point of being crushed under the weight of my stressors(that's a whole other can of worms that I'm sure is not exacernated by working 6 days a week at a job I absolutely hate loathe and despise and really can't find a way to unwind because by the time I get home I have about 45 minutes before I need to be asleep or I will just be a dead man walking the next day.)
It just sucks that lately it has felt like I barely have the energy to walk, let alone stand. It also doesn't help that I am one of those stress eaters, and I have been trying to break that habit for the last 7 months but it has been REALLY bad as of late. Rantrantrant. I can't even think straight anymore.
But I guess I don't really know if this counts as weight loss woes since it doesn't really have much to do with it, it's just kind of a direct result? Anyway, about a month ago I started to go running, cause I'd like to lean up and have a flat stomach for at least one day of my life. Problem is now, I feel incredibly fatigued, almost to the point where I can no longer stand up, but I can't pinpoint the source. I'm taking in about 1000 calories a day (I know it sounds crazy but this crazy program does work) so I'm thinking that it's just me overworking myself. It's just a pain in the butt, I want to gain some strength and endurance but I feel like I haven't gained either since starting to work out some 5 months ago. I still don't know if I can even build much now since I'm on such a low-calorie diet that too much exercise would do more harm than good. Then again, I also wonder if this fatigue could be a result of me reaching a mental breaking point of being crushed under the weight of my stressors(that's a whole other can of worms that I'm sure is not exacernated by working 6 days a week at a job I absolutely hate loathe and despise and really can't find a way to unwind because by the time I get home I have about 45 minutes before I need to be asleep or I will just be a dead man walking the next day.)
It just sucks that lately it has felt like I barely have the energy to walk, let alone stand. It also doesn't help that I am one of those stress eaters, and I have been trying to break that habit for the last 7 months but it has been REALLY bad as of late. Rantrantrant. I can't even think straight anymore.