I found a Companion.
Posted: Sat Jul 28, 2012 9:04 pm
Okay so last year was a good/bad year, I met a girl through the wonder that is Facebook (we'll call her Louisa, names changed to protect the innocent) despite being 4 hours away from each other, we met up about 8 times and had a good 11 month relationship (yay for the power on skype/msn), I was very much in love with her. Then on the 3rd of December, she told me she had to put our relationship on hold, and that she was having problems with her mother, she took me off facebook saying that she couldn't speak to me as she'll be too busy with her mum. And asked me to delete her number off my phone (she said she'd keep mine and then tell me when it was safe to add her back on fb, I said I'd deleted it, but didn't)
I was very upset, and had a terrible feeling, but she said it would only be for a month or two. Then on the 4th, I quickly had a look on her facebook profile (she justed took me off her friendslist) "in a relationship with somerandomguy" and then lots of stuff in her bio about how wonderful he is. WTAF!!
I was angry, but more so I was hurt. Luckily I still could message her. She replied saying sorry, and she thought she'd hidden that from me. She was planning to wait until after christmas before telling me, and then was going to tell me that her and him had met during the holidays....blah, blah, blah.....I could have screen capped it, and sent him the picture, part of me feels like I should have done that....but all I ever wanted was her to be happy. She claimed to have loved me more, but she couldn't deal with the distance (yeah right!)
I didn't eat, sleep, or drink correctly for weeks, for the first 3ish days I didn't sleep and brought up everything I drank and ate 4th day I manage to drink a bit of water, and get an hour or so. I felt so isolated, and alone. I lost not only my girlfriend, but my best friend. By the time Christmas eve came around, I was drinking and eating normally, but sleeping was tough. Waking randomly, and generally feeling down. To make myself feel less lonely....I added random people on fb (well, people with a load of mutual friends,) and I remember while I was with "louisa" that I saw a picture of one of my london mates with a really pretty girl, I checked her out again 30 friends in common, I added her in a heartbeat, then I saw she lived in Belgium....ah well, it'll be good to have a new friend.
After she added me, we didn't really speak for the first couple of weeks, not properly, a few replies on status comments, then she said something that had made me laugh. Then I realized I'd not laughed properly for a month. I then sent her a private message, and then we talked, and talked more. Finding out we'd have got loads in common. We then eventually got around to speaking on skype. My ears melted at her gorgeous accent, and she was even prettier when the cam didn't pixelate. We've spoken pretty much every day again.
In march we had spoken about a relationship between us forming, and we spoke about what would happened if we tried a relationship. We wanted to meet, and so we did. However we couldn't for very long 4 hours round trip, 2 hour waiting to meet with her for 45 mins. It was worth every second, she said the same. We wanted to meet again, and for longer. We eventually met again, this time, we managed to spend two days together. We never left each others side, and we got on very well together, even done the terrible bit where we can finish each others sentences....it's terrible. But I love her so much. Both our parents think we're mad, but they're letting us try....well, except her dad. He doesn't know yet, he kinda hates everything British.........yeah.
But I'm happy I've found someone just as strange, and crazy as me. I know we have a difficult struggle ahead of us, but she's worth everything to me. :)
I was very upset, and had a terrible feeling, but she said it would only be for a month or two. Then on the 4th, I quickly had a look on her facebook profile (she justed took me off her friendslist) "in a relationship with somerandomguy" and then lots of stuff in her bio about how wonderful he is. WTAF!!
I was angry, but more so I was hurt. Luckily I still could message her. She replied saying sorry, and she thought she'd hidden that from me. She was planning to wait until after christmas before telling me, and then was going to tell me that her and him had met during the holidays....blah, blah, blah.....I could have screen capped it, and sent him the picture, part of me feels like I should have done that....but all I ever wanted was her to be happy. She claimed to have loved me more, but she couldn't deal with the distance (yeah right!)
I didn't eat, sleep, or drink correctly for weeks, for the first 3ish days I didn't sleep and brought up everything I drank and ate 4th day I manage to drink a bit of water, and get an hour or so. I felt so isolated, and alone. I lost not only my girlfriend, but my best friend. By the time Christmas eve came around, I was drinking and eating normally, but sleeping was tough. Waking randomly, and generally feeling down. To make myself feel less lonely....I added random people on fb (well, people with a load of mutual friends,) and I remember while I was with "louisa" that I saw a picture of one of my london mates with a really pretty girl, I checked her out again 30 friends in common, I added her in a heartbeat, then I saw she lived in Belgium....ah well, it'll be good to have a new friend.
After she added me, we didn't really speak for the first couple of weeks, not properly, a few replies on status comments, then she said something that had made me laugh. Then I realized I'd not laughed properly for a month. I then sent her a private message, and then we talked, and talked more. Finding out we'd have got loads in common. We then eventually got around to speaking on skype. My ears melted at her gorgeous accent, and she was even prettier when the cam didn't pixelate. We've spoken pretty much every day again.
In march we had spoken about a relationship between us forming, and we spoke about what would happened if we tried a relationship. We wanted to meet, and so we did. However we couldn't for very long 4 hours round trip, 2 hour waiting to meet with her for 45 mins. It was worth every second, she said the same. We wanted to meet again, and for longer. We eventually met again, this time, we managed to spend two days together. We never left each others side, and we got on very well together, even done the terrible bit where we can finish each others sentences....it's terrible. But I love her so much. Both our parents think we're mad, but they're letting us try....well, except her dad. He doesn't know yet, he kinda hates everything British.........yeah.
But I'm happy I've found someone just as strange, and crazy as me. I know we have a difficult struggle ahead of us, but she's worth everything to me. :)
