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Posted: Tue Dec 21, 2010 9:38 pm
My life is presently filled with ****.
Parents got divorced recently. Mostly amicable-not much screaming, no division of property and custody and all that-but my parents are living seperately, and nit getting along, and I'm bouncing around between their places like a ****ing ping pong ball. which sucks all the balls in the whole ****ing universe.
Before that, my Dad had a heart attack. He survived. But he can't yet return to work, and he was feeling horribly wacked out throughout the first part of last month-FURTHER creating tension, contention, general stress and aaaahh goddamnit.
Furthermore, our money is a ****pit. We can barely afford to pay anything, Bills are ****tastically ********, we're getting very little income (due to father's temporary inability to work). Our ability to not lose the house is being greatly hindered.
Christmas is coming. Normally a good thing, but this involves high spending and my parents being together much- Everything could blow up and annihilate itself without much warning.
Obviously, I have ballsloads of stress over this. I don't know where home is. I'm around the nexus of something totally out of my control. My family life is getting ****ed six ways til Sunday, to make an understatement. whaaaatt the faaaaack
Parents got divorced recently. Mostly amicable-not much screaming, no division of property and custody and all that-but my parents are living seperately, and nit getting along, and I'm bouncing around between their places like a ****ing ping pong ball. which sucks all the balls in the whole ****ing universe.
Before that, my Dad had a heart attack. He survived. But he can't yet return to work, and he was feeling horribly wacked out throughout the first part of last month-FURTHER creating tension, contention, general stress and aaaahh goddamnit.
Furthermore, our money is a ****pit. We can barely afford to pay anything, Bills are ****tastically ********, we're getting very little income (due to father's temporary inability to work). Our ability to not lose the house is being greatly hindered.
Christmas is coming. Normally a good thing, but this involves high spending and my parents being together much- Everything could blow up and annihilate itself without much warning.
Obviously, I have ballsloads of stress over this. I don't know where home is. I'm around the nexus of something totally out of my control. My family life is getting ****ed six ways til Sunday, to make an understatement. whaaaatt the faaaaack