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[Vapor]

My life is presently filled with ****.

Parents got divorced recently. Mostly amicable-not much screaming, no division of property and custody and all that-but my parents are living seperately, and nit getting along, and I'm bouncing around between their places like a ****ing ping pong ball. which sucks all the balls in the whole ****ing universe.

Before that, my Dad had a heart attack. He survived. But he can't yet return to work, and he was feeling horribly wacked out throughout the first part of last month-FURTHER creating tension, contention, general stress and aaaahh goddamnit.

Furthermore, our money is a ****pit. We can barely afford to pay anything, Bills are ****tastically ********, we're getting very little income (due to father's temporary inability to work). Our ability to not lose the house is being greatly hindered.

Christmas is coming. Normally a good thing, but this involves high spending and my parents being together much- Everything could blow up and annihilate itself without much warning.

Obviously, I have ballsloads of stress over this. I don't know where home is. I'm around the nexus of something totally out of my control. My family life is getting ****ed six ways til Sunday, to make an understatement. whaaaatt the faaaaack

[Deepfake]

I understand dude, parental breakups can put an unfair amount of stress on people who really don't deserve to be directly affected by them. Most relationships breakdown because of dysfunction, and dysfunctional people tend to behave unpredictably. They will focus on their own thoughts heavily; excluding those who are affected by them from having any knowledge of what the outcome will be.

Here's wishing you the best, mate. Try not to blame them or yourself, there's no universal handbook or "right way" to behave in relationships.