Man, why'd I have to wait till now?
Posted: Sun May 02, 2010 3:35 pm
Well, on Friday I had my first kiss. It was on the balcony of my school, and about a minute before the lunch period ended. I felt pretty weird going to biotechnology class a minute later, and it took a while for me to collect myself.
Anyway, it was with a girl who I'm just friends with at the moment - she's in love with me, but I don't like her that much, and she understands that I like other girls.
Instantly, I'm no longer as much of a coward when it comes to relationships. I actually feel confident, and that I actually have a chance with some of the many people I'm interested in -- because for some reason, I tend to like about 12 girls at once. I guess there are probably two main ones. I could say what they're like if anyone actually reads this or cares.
I've never had a girlfriend or anything. But now that I'm 18 and have little more than a month left of high school, it seems like I'm going to start. Lovely, because I go to college next year, too.
Hopefully I'll get a relationship going with someone while I actually have some time left. Oh boy.
Anyway, it was with a girl who I'm just friends with at the moment - she's in love with me, but I don't like her that much, and she understands that I like other girls.
Instantly, I'm no longer as much of a coward when it comes to relationships. I actually feel confident, and that I actually have a chance with some of the many people I'm interested in -- because for some reason, I tend to like about 12 girls at once. I guess there are probably two main ones. I could say what they're like if anyone actually reads this or cares.
I've never had a girlfriend or anything. But now that I'm 18 and have little more than a month left of high school, it seems like I'm going to start. Lovely, because I go to college next year, too.
Hopefully I'll get a relationship going with someone while I actually have some time left. Oh boy.